thinking can be a dangerous thing... this post is a testamony of tt...

SIGNS U ASSOCIATE WITH ME TOO MUCH:

1. u start using non verbals, i.e.: *grunts* "*tsk*, u see lah, everytime go there n do tt lah, now liddat lor..."

2. u start seeing the world with pessimistic, fatalistic eyes... n hence the expression... maybe its just the expression... or tiredness.... u get the idea...


well.. maybe its cos i tend to think too much(n most likely abt everyone else too) tts y i surround myself with sound/work, like music n stuff... gives ur mind something to focus on, thus not dwelling into the realm of the unknown, namely death... seriously quite an effective method...

listened to teacher give sorta like a pep talk... raised alarm bells in my head of cos.,.. been way too slack... yet now im not too fazed... quite disillusioned in fact. upon major ponding, u realise the papers are all useless... its only good when u get ur 1st job... like who asks abt psle/o level results now??? but tt aside... im really quite worried for lit... even though its almost certain tt i can get a c... last yr 1/2 a 1/2 b 3-4 pple with c, but i realise tt there are still elements tt i cannot grasp.... which is quite worrying.. my main focus is now lit cos its my fav subject n stuff.... *sigh*.. stress....
bert cussed at 6:03 PM.