not sure if its an open secret or rather open enuff... but singapore idol is having yet another audition session on sat!!! after the previous 2 on last sat n sun... which i couldnt make to either...

anyway... this is the perfect opportunity for me to perform yar??? however... im still very hesitant leh... i mean its like nationwide flopping lor... i mean i noe i been embarrassing myself for like the past 17 yrs... but all very small scale wat... now its NATIONWIDE!!!! imaging 20 yrs down the road... 'eh u join SI n flopped rite?!!?!?!? hahahahahahah' -_-|||

still...
i still need to haf a song to sing... already got one suggestion of sexy naughty bitchy... i noe its very me lah... but nevertheless its a girl's song... not saying anything bad abt them cos i think guys songs so boring... but its the image yar??? still... i'd prefer respect.... more fun... more me... always wanted to do something like respect or heatwave or i will survive... but *sigh*... so many considerations... i noe muz be more outrageous... but not to the extent of sexy naughty BITCHYrite?? or even flirting with the judges yar???

*sigh*...
decisions decisions decisions...
bert cussed at 10:42 PM.