Sunday, December 19, 2004
received the ns letter... not to elated abt it... 3 darkest years of my life coming... not exactly something to be jubilating abt.... been worrying abt it for years now... shudder at the thought... now still shuddering... the reception of the letter means that my worst fears are even nearer than b4.... yahoo.... worrying abt it since i got the damned letter... couldn't even sleep last nite lor.... but maybe it was cosof teh teh chino ice i drank last nite... :p u noe... cappuccino, teh chino... yar??? hahaha.... *sigh*..... y send at such a time??? how to enjoy xmas liddat??? or maybe can use xmas shopping to not think abt it... hmmm...
bert cussed at 3:24 PM.