Sometimes we play games not because it's fun, but to numb the mind. Even more so if it's a brainless game.
bert cussed at 10:42 PM.

It's really a torture when you are in the correct mood to write stuff, but have no inspiration to write anything
bert cussed at 10:56 PM.

Yay. I'm free. Ok now what?
bert cussed at 11:05 PM.

Sometimes I wonder why I have to be the responsible one. Then I see stupid things happening and I'm thankful that at least there's at least 1 responsible person around.
bert cussed at 12:55 AM.

i have come to realise that i'm actually very resistant to change. as much as i like to think otherwise, i think that subconsciously i hate change. i mean i'm open to new ideas and new experiences and i think because of my upbringing i'm relatively adaptable, but underneath it all i don't really like change. i'd accept change if i was forced to change, but ultimately i think that i'd prefer the status quo. is that good or bad? who knows?
bert cussed at 1:04 AM.

it's very strange, this feeling where you know it's inevitable and you can see it hurtling towards you. yet there's nothing you can do to stop it. and you know it. you want to, but you can't do anything. you're not sure how you should prepare for it either.
bert cussed at 1:30 AM.